:) :) :) :) :) :)

I know you're probably getting sick of this but.....
Me and Eli had the cutest exchange of my life!!!
 so here's how it went:
after insulting his manhood over seeing twilight and apologizing for being so mean
K: you love me?
E:some days
K: today?
E: some days
K: ouch!
E: Kris. Today is someday.
i know i know it's cheesy. but it made me melt. :) :) :)
love you!

Thank Goodness

Dear Best Friend
 I"M IN UTAH!!!!!!
I know you know I just wanted to tell you again.  I have to see you while i'm here. call me and we will make plans. if for nothing else that at least black friday.
I love you!
Broadway Barbie

I don't wanna say I told you so

  I don't think that Eli is a bad guy. And I don't think all your dreams are doomed to fail.
And I don't wanna be the best friend that rains on your parade because best friends don't rain on parades they tell you to wail on the high note when you come in with "Hey Mister Armstein!"

So wail on that high note woman!

The Things I do want you to know:

• You are absolutely beautiful in every single way.

Just look at this face! It doesn't matter what hair color you are, you've got those beautiful blue eyes and that gorgeous Wild Irish Girl Skin and one of the most beautiful, sincere, smiles ever known to man! :]

[(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wild_Irish_Girl) In case you haven't read The Wild Irish Girl by Sydney Owenson, there's a passage when the protagonist first sees her and falls in love with her epically beautiful form. She's a li'l spitfire like you]

• You are so talented. The way you can accumulate knowledge or arts is phenomenal. Your sight reading and your ear are ridiculous. I wish I still had a good ear and half your vocal prowess.
• I want you to take the choreography class so your school can have something to be proud of. You dance like no one I know, Best friend. You're amazing.
• You deserve nothing but the best of all the sparkly, pretty, wonderful things. You are worth every single bit.
• Isaiah 49:16
   Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me. Heavenly Father remembers you. He knows exactly what you need and everything you're going to do to get there. Pray to Him. Ask that you might be able to understand the things He desires of you that you might better be able to serve and fulfill the things He has planned. Gosh He loves you.
• Heavenly Father loves Eli, too. Heavenly Father loves us all and even when we make mistakes, like treating his precious daughters like dirt, He still loves us and wants us to show love and forgiveness. The point is I think what he's doing is mean but don't be mean. Just be honest and nice.
• Whatever happens it will all be okay. "Don't worry, be happy."

I subscribed our blog to another blog called Things We Forget. It's full of awesome little messages which will totally pick you up. Another thing that picks me up is laughter.

http://www.despair.com/viewall.html

And in conclusion, I love you more than anything best friend :] If nothing else, I will always be your best friend. Xoxoxoxoxo

go a head and say it

.......told you so.
here's what is happening. so once upon a time I had this idea where my life is a chic flick like "Made of honor" where I am best friends with a guy and we stay that way for many many many years then suddenly he realizes that he is in love with me where he then chases after me to another country to tell me so and we get married. The End. However then I decided to throw in the plot from "No strings attached" where we are just friends who make out but don't have a title or anything. Why would I do something like that would you ask? Well because you see, Eli is leaving on a mission for two years and I wouldn't want things to be hard for HIM. So by not asking for a title he wouldn't have to be worried about losing me. cuz you can't miss what you never had right? idiot. Anywho. So then I had this brilliant idea to grow a back bone and tell Eli straight up that I did not want to be make out buddies anymore. I still want to be friends but a I am a girl I am suddenly attaching feelings to the relationship that is nonexistent making life very uncomfortable in the fact that he doesn't want a relationship and can honestly see it going nowhere were we to ever have one which officially fucks up any plans that I had and ruins my perfect chic flick ending. However then I haven't got the balls to actually tell him any of this as i don't want to hurt HIS feelings even though i've spent plenty of nights bawling over the fact that he's flirting with other girls and i'm supposed to be okay with it, or the fact that he is still leading me on with clearly no desire to do anything about the fact that i like him.and that he remains blind to the fact that the reason I spend all of my time/money on his is because I've grown quite attached. So I need help to maybe grow up and put my foot down and tell him what I want with full knowledge that he's probably going to run the second I say the word relationship or serious talk. any words of wisdom would be nice.
and thank you for finally shaking me awake to the fact that i am being treated like dirt, and that i don't want to be the "secret friend"
I LOVE YOU

BEST FRIEND!

I love love love love your new clothing. I signed up for classes today :) all i have to do now is pull out of my computers class with a C. :S it sucks. but i've been letting myself get so distracted by Eli. I know i should just be good and  get my homework done and get enough sleep but.... it's hard..... ya know?

Being Girly

 The fashion daily. This pinky sweater is the whole reason I went back to Wet Seal last weekend.

 The idea is that it's a warm Fall/Winter ensemble with a soft girlyness to it. I don't usually rock girly but man I love this sweater!

 So I paired the sweater with grey leggings, thigh high brown suede boots, white cami, and a brown necklace.











Pink is a good color for me this time of year with the red hair and pale-ish skin.

My own regret about this outfit is that I'm too fat to wear it.
What do you think, best friend?

Oh my Best Friend I miss you

I have been having an incredibly odd week as well. I'm sorry about your nasty roommates; you should make a chore chart ;]
You and Lynds need to band together! I will back you up on this one, haha.
You have got to come visit my new room and my very own bathroom! :] I have pink and orange towels so I am decorating it in orange and pink. [I'll post pictures at some point when my stuff isn't still in boxes.] I bought a fuzzy pink toilet seat cover and a fuzzy orange floor mat. Am I crazy? Yes, I am totally excited about decorating my stupid tiny darling organized girly personal nobody else's stuff but mine bathroom. My roommate's seem to be ridiculously antisocial, however. This saddens me. Basically I miss you like crazy. I am shopping for a used snowboard because I have my whole schedule planned out for next semester and Friday afternoons I'm taking the snowboarding class. Tell me about your school? When is your Winter break? Are you coming to Thanksgiving and Black Friday? I need you to help me find a black friday snowboard and black Friday towels.

My classes for next semester:
Biochemistry 1 - Chem 3070
Instumental Analysis - Chem 3050
Calculus - Math 1220
Chem tech seminar - Chem 39 something
Lab Safety - Chem 2600
Snowboarding Level 1

I'm taking my Calc based Physics from SLCC next Summer so that I can fit everything in and it wont be too expensive :] Only $700 dollars for five credits! Woohoo!
[That woohoo is a comparative of the $3000 price tag from the University of Utah]

Tell me more about your life and how your new club is going and your show choir.
Xoxoxo love you